Saturday I did almost nothing productive. I was supposed to go see Claire & Amelia but had to stay home sick instead. I was feeling pretty depressed. Benjamin worked on Ben H's computer most of the day and I watched HBO.           Throughout the morning I watched bits and pices of The English Patient. Later I watched a silly old sequel, My Girl 2, and the second half of Thirteen, an intense and somewhat depressing movie about a thirteen-year-old girl who gets into trouble fast and deep. Then I watched an older Keanu Reeves & Al Pacino movie, Devil's Advocate. It's also pretty intense and dark.